I said it, but I didn’t mean it. It is not often that you might find yourself
saying something you really don’t mean. I frankly can’t remember the last time
I said something I really really didn’t mean before this one incidence quite
recently.
Have someone ever said something like, thanks for doing me some big favor? And
you are really thinking, I wasn’t trying to do you a favor? That was me
recently. So, instead of saying “You are welcome” in return for their “Thank
you” to me. I came up with something else. I am not going to say what I said,
it is a small world after all.
Unfortunately, I really didn’t think they were welcome, I really didn’t want to
do them any kind of favor. So, I wrestle with it for a bit, before I said
like things worked out. Even that seems like it was stretching it a
bit. I guess I was okay with it working out, but not really glad or happy about
it.